hey everyone. i am now back on the internet and i can get back to doing all this stuff. well this is me and you know that and well i guss i am feeling a little crapy. i know there are some that have it in there mind that they need to prove me wrong. it is not that proving me wrong is there life goal, but they think there right well maybe to a point they are. but my ways of doing things has bin tested being thats the way that i was brought up. and maybe if they think i am the great peorson they say i am, they will let me teach others how to surpass and be great also. i want to help people becouse i think that other diserve to know what i do.

    and to the people that think their right and i am wrong. if you have a problem again i ask no i plead that you take me to the side and tell me. makeing a scene is never the right way. so do this for me and please lets work together and that what i what i whant. but the world does not work like that right? well lets make it that way. i am on my own i have adults backing me up, but i need my peers to back me up also. well till next time this is fairwell.

all the best Alex K. Nedrow

i need to find my own happiness away from what i thought made me happy but it was only for a season. it came and it was bitter sweet. and now it may be time for me to give up on trying to get it back. if it ever wants me back a simple question must be asked. but untill then my thoughts are being toyed with. Pain is what i wish for day and night for pain has much less hurt than this. but yet you think of one thing when i speak of  happiness gone astray. and true you may be. right, to a point but deeper that physical attraction my hurt has gone. what you think i am doing wrong, is none of my concern.

    kiddie pool huh? strangely it has a deeper meaning than most would think. and to tell the truth some are afraid of puddles! but you got to take it one step at a time. first just let your toes get the feel. than get your feet wet. slowly get into it.and live with what comes. learn to swim befor you dive in. for in most cases you will sink and all you worked for. some ain't ready but then again some are. i am, and i need to get it, but to get it i need to find the object of my disire. and maybe i will get lucky and it will find me.

hey every one i am the happiest i have bin in awile. and i have my reasons, but ya i think that getting help with my math problems is just one of the many. we i want you to try and answer this. why do people like to try and get in the middle of a good thing and mess it up? why do they like trying to beat one leg of a table out to get the others to fall, to ry and make all the great things that are on top of it fall? i have something good going for me and i have someone trying to break what i have oonly becouse they want to see all good i have to fall apart so they might have the chance at being happy. they want what i have and will hurt anyone who gets in the way of what they what. you know who you are and i have one thing to say to you......... "back the heck off you did well at first with trying to break it. but i have found you rythem. and you tryed hurting me and others meantaly. what i have hurts you emotionaly, you keep it up and you will hurt in body also. watch your back befor i mess you up. you ar ehitting me in the back. watch it befor i turn and hit you in the face in bady and mind"....... well i hope you understand. and you know who you are now tast my fury and upset. bug off and find your own happieness. you don't have to get away compleatly. just don't go for it the way you are.

to the rest i love you all and i will talk latter, call me!

Alex K. Nedrow

     hey guys i ain't in the best of moods so ya. well all i can do i pray that you will pray for me. i am not doing so well if any of you guys can tell i think that i am going downt he drain so to speak.  but ya i neeed you guys to pray for me. i am under alot of stress and i really don't think i can do it on my own so your help would be much obliged. i love you all and hope to see you soon. this is one sad sorry young man saying goodbye.

for now.

    you know what? i don't know ither so don't worrie about it. i think i am talked out and well fill this out and ya well it's cool got it off a girls site. well lets see what you say talk later bye. (ps be easy on me. not to mention names humhumNessahumhum)

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do/Did you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me (Did you ever want to kiss me)?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression of me?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me??
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?